My August

no let see what happened to me in the past few days; well, its My August then:

1. Izz's Birthday

This the most important day of my life. i even forget my own birthday as it became the most memorable day since i'm with Nor Sarah Fatihah. It was located in Bukit Jelutong, the environment is very different but i can feel the love of a big happy family was in the air. everybody was there, once i arrived, my heart beating fast and faster. at first i was afraid (i will survive)...hik2. its nothing actually, i recieved a very-very warm welcome. i love the way they treat me, now i've met everyone i wanted to, ma, bah, the siblings, and the rest. i;m so grateful to get to know them...Thank You Allah.

2. My Birthday

I went to Kenny ROgers with my Sweetheart, dinner first then movie, i had so much fun because its our first time celebrating my birthday, everything is our first time this year, my birthday and hers, our first Ramadhan and Syawal, our first New Year as well:)... God i miss u so much Sarah Fatihah..

well, its my Perfect August.

"Pedih Ulu Hati"

Few days back my buddies set a futsal game for us but i can not play coz i hav some sort of "Pedih Ulu Hati"...you know what, i think it sounds like this:

Wandy: Anas, ang mai mana? Futsal jom?
Anas: Aku kuaq sat. Uih, xdpt kot, aku "Pedih ulu hati" dowh, memang xleh lari, skt weh.

few minutes later, mo called me.

Mo: Mano nas? xmen futsal ke?
Anas: xkot, aku "pedih ulu hati" dowh. sumpah xleh lari.

Few hours before my conversation with wandy;

Juon: weh men futsal mlm ni weh.
Anas: xlarat dowh, aku "pedih ulu hati" ni, da dua tiga hari da...

-pedihuluhati.com

It is ours again...

Ok2, let us have a very nice look at above image. Beautiful eh? hmm:) there is a difference between a Winner and a Loser. First, of course its a matter of win and lose right? Another thing is the Loser always talk too much while the Winner is moving up and up. Somebody says "Two of our key player were having injury crisis....bla bla bla"-Yawn. Hey Mr. Mafia its been 3 season and we'v been facing a lot of injuries more than you. The pressure we faced is crucial than ever. Keep talking lol. Meanwhile, Arsenal's youngster are developing themselves a lot respectively-credits to Wenger. The Blues? - Keep Spending.

Ahmad Anas

*Its been a while since I wrote my last post on my blog. A lot of things happened to me which I could not even imagine it myself. Some things happened for good, and some other things are for bad but one thing is similar about both is it happens anyway which I could not just avoid-its inevitable. I could not put high hopes that everything good will happen to me all the time. Whatever it is, I need to bear in mind that everything I get is from Allah. Few months ago, I have this kind of “syndrome” when I started my first semester as a degree student here in UiTM Shah Alam. It was called panic-syndrome or whatsoever you call it just name it-to hell with its name. Another word is stress-management. When I have failed to manage my stress, there goes the syndrome. I was surrounded by assignments, unsuccessful interviews, presentations, event management, and reports. I do not know how some of my friends manage to deal with it-credits to them, they have my respect. At some level everything is my hand and it feels damn good when everything goes smoothly. But the consistency was unachievable. Sometime I had done my job or work according to the schedule but most of the time it is not. I feel bad about it because I’m afraid I will end up disappoint my friends. What past is past and all I have to do is to write the word “I MUST IMPROVE” on a piece of paper and wrap a bullet with in and put in right inside my head-BANG!.

*Some other things that make me happy are I finally get my New Love. Its small and white and I felt like want to hug it every time I looked at it. Sometimes my mind thinks that it can “felt” me tooJ and believe me I love to communicate with it. However, sometimes I teach myself not to loving it too much because if anything happens, it will hurt me a lot. All I can do is to “bath” it when it gets dirty, to treat it when it gets “sick” and to feed it when it gets “hungry”- Yeah, it drinks a lot but hard to get “thirsty” as well. I am very grateful and syukur to Allah S.W.T to have it. Thank you so much Umi n Akak.

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sikuchi?

Aside of Doing My Assigments and Reports...

Its my final week of this semester before the study week starts....while doing my school things, i...
1. Miss my family so much- Umi n Buya, Akak n Along, Abang n Kak Imah, Kaktehhhh!!!! Rindu sangat2!!!!! da Setahun Lebih xjumpa:(, My Home.

2. miss my Sikuchi a lot, dont worry my love, we'll get our time soon:)

3. Remembering Arwah Adhe Ellis Kurnia Prasanti and Arwah Abang Man- also lots of DOA to Tango's younger brother and mybuddy's mother. AMIN.

but, after all diz suffocations, i will....

1. spend my time with my heart-My family

2. work hard for final examinations

3. spend time with my lovely Sikuchi, damn, i missed her so much!

Sikuchi...

I miss u so much...dats all i wanna say, i miss u...

Paying Tribute to CheDet-Our Hero

I remember when I read CheDet’s blog few days ago. It is about the PPSMI (Pembelajaran dan Pengajaran Sains dan Matematik dalam Bahasa Inggeris- correct me if I’m wrong) issue. You know what, people like us should understand the way Tun Mahathir think. There is no such thing as biasness in his writing; it is very simple and wise as well as acceptable of course. Not just me but we are the generations of Tun Mahathir and I believed what he said about the issue should be read without the sense of politic. It is for our future. It was quoted that what happens if all the Science or Mathematic terms will be change into Bahasa Melayu? I am saying this not because I did not appreciate or respect my “mother tongue”. It is just that I am trying to think rationally. It was very embarrassing for us to respond to it emotionally. Having an assembly just to show that you are against it? People laughed at us guys. Find the roots, explore the meaning of it and try to understand its consequences. I do not know why it happened but it happens anyway. Whether it is a matter of creating a diversion or something I do not care. I believe it is a matter of how you deal with it and somebody is watching.